you watch as i change
i feel this hate for you
and i feel my world start to spin and fall
but you dont reach out
you dont even try
you dont have a face
but niether do i
you have no name
but i do
so who are you
and why wont you save me
or did you put me here
and why
why ami being tortured so
when i only want to live
i continue to spin and sink
but you still dont even call out
so why are you here
will you wtch me die
or will it go on forever
am i in hell
no ive been there
this is worse
no reasons
no answers
no sound
no color
no nothing
just spining and sinking
until i beg silently for it to end
finally
all the spining and sinking stops and i find
i was never moving
what is this
then im rising up
floating in the air
then im plumetting to earth
and the pain and sound of breaking bones is welcome
to remind me
im alive